Today, I am celebrating Mother's Day, even though I only have angel babies. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about them and wish that they were here, but today is even more difficult. I yearn for the day that I can really celebrate this day! The day that my kids and hubby will wake me up with breakfast in bed, and present me with hand-made cards and gifts!
Today is actually bittersweet. Dear friends of ours, and the family I do daycare for, are expecting a baby, and today they are announcing the gender at our Mother's Day dinner. I am really anxious and really excited, but I can't help to feel a little jealous. What I would give to be in their shoes! Nevertheless, today is a special day, and I look forward to being apart of this new baby's life! I am so grateful to be apart of their family, as they treat me as more than just nanny. I love you guys!
Anyway, I hope all of you mothers out there are having a blessed day! ALL of you mothers--the ones with grown children, the ones with growing babies, the ones expecting, the ones with angel babies, and the ones who are impatiently trying to conceive! I have no physical children here on earth, only my babies watching down on me from heaven, but I have a mother's heart already and am anticipating the day I can hold my babies. Today I am celebrated!
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